ON THE HOOK
I read all the papers, all the reports
and was behind in numbness
no one could remind me fast enough
humming under water
waving in the deep end of the pond
grief warming the shark for sleep
school cheers in the heat of a foreign heaven
weight down the bakery with salty bagels
potassium channels surpass the capacity for a cure
arrogant sea horses talk up the hole in the sky
reapers in socks and pants
up from California with swaying goat luck
on a thirsty arrival in the greasy gratitude
of a gesturing salmon seeking sounds to bear
displacing the dull residue of childhood
I count the roofs on one hand
I comb for floors that can hold a family
the sea looks to be half full of sunlit polyps
freshly thrown into the waves with angels
inviting ritual hanging on hooks of that tug
broken and restless as jazz for pennies
chill cross below crazy toppling scaly shut-ins
of weed architecture and barn births
in common chairs with tongues attached
I grin up a storm of clumsy desperation
and listen for a thud of slamming bodies
rows smaller than a scratch in train time
folding a haze of silly hooks into a horoscope
for the fleshy paleness of aging poets
who avoid rubbish in and rubbish out
where ashes fly house to house
and look for ruinous withdrawal
I toil under municipal glass groaning with grit
I staggered yet was no pushover in the nonsense
of annulment in corners with gauges for young fish
someone had to finish the sound of drowning
before the next star was charged for double-parking
a crony universe cut for fools and pushovers
in the blink of a spastic rabbit a forest of frogs
break the rickshaw ceiling of cherry-on-top
vibrations under junctions that jerk hard in pockets
of pleated fields overflowing in plum wine and sprouting coffins
paws up the nearest leg of slip and slide
yawning registers on bone and blade
close the curtains behind uneven stale bread
I rent the swelling taste of gnawed figs and flippers
and spirit away under uncounted candles whittled down to an uneasy flame
I will repeat myself as nocturnal fish bait
I will gulp as a summer fugitive
I look to be old enough to sleep in my own hole
footprints fill out the sentence
that will never settle in the new country
there was a disturbance in the provinces
space was allowed to flourish with debris
time was not allowed to protest
mindless despair went long and thin
I believe in asking before unplugging
it is best to strike before the planet really goes cool
noisy poetry never finds its own season
a care package of empty promises arrived with postage due
I was never good at a solo that promised infinite misery
I take my misery one dose at a time under glass
It is no longer inconceivable that I have
a structural problem swimming in a private school

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